Question
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I am pretty sure that I am retarded or at least autistic. I am 21 and it seems about the right age to me that someone retarded could put it together that they are retarded. I am now extremly depressed by these thoughts that explain why my parents never really tried, highschool, why I have no friends, never had sex. I feel like a large portion of my life to this point is a waste. And everyone knew but they don't want to make me aware. I feel like a joke. Where do I go or start from this point in my reality? or do I end it?
:(       please help

what kind of life is always  being below everyone, laughed at, never having love, a friend, achievements???  

Answer
Dear MyHeartwasAlive,

Well, you write a good letter. Are you sure you're retarded?

Sorry for the delay in writing back.

First: you do not end it.

Second: What City and State do you live in? If you tell me, I might be able to help you find some supports.

Jon